One Step at a Time

Wow! I only have two months  left as an undergrad! I can't believe it! I am currently searching for job opportunities through the company that I work part-time for now. I am looking through the company's intranet page and there are job postings all over the country. Many of the postings that I come across are in California. I have always said that I would move there when I graduate, and it has always been a dream of mine, but I now I am kind of scared. I am definitely in my comfort zone at this point of my life, but once May rolls around, it's going to be a different story. I am very close with my family and it will be a huge adjustment to not live just 30 miles away from them. When I think of moving away from my family I actually feel physically ill. What if something happens and I can't get back home right away? What if I move away, get settled in and then truly hate it? Worse: What if I stay put where I am, get really old and regret not pursuing what I had the potential to do? Ugh! I am deciding to push all these thoughts aside, submit my resume to as many positions as possible and just wait. Maybe nobody will want to hire me anyway. Maybe they will and my whole life will change. Who knows. I am just going to take it one step at a time. Breathe Jayme...